Thursday, February 9th, 2006
fried squid
so i’ve been thinking about this for quite a while now. i might get fired.
why you ask? well it’s becuase i just love sleep too darn much; it happens without me noticing it. and before i know it. bamm~ i’m out cold sleeping in my chair. for the past two weeks i have been sleeping on the job. and it’s gotten to a point where i’m paranoid, and i’m trying to find out who has seen me hibernate in mid-day. sometimes i wake up and i notice my head is facing the ceiling, with my body facing the computer; if you can picture that much u can see why i’ve beeen paranoid. every conversation between the boss and coworkers have been very nerve racking. ( i sit right outside my supervisor’s office; and since they tend to talk loudly i can’t be help listening to see if it pertains to me )
now earlier in the workterm, i never once even felt like going to sleep. but recently i have succumb to the deadly sin of sleep. i swear, it should be the 8th deadly sin, or would this fall under sloth? doesn’t matter. and i’ve discovered the underlying reason to why i’m dozing off twice or three times a day.
……. i’ve stopped drinking coffee.
i didn’t stop because i felt there was a need to cutback, but rather that it has been draining my lunch funds rather quickly. also, the sugar inside the coffee isn’t all too healthy – and i felt i could do without them. however, the side effects of missing my caffine are very noticable.
i’m not entirely hooked on coffee, but i can’t say that my body doesn’t react to it. i have no cravings for coffee, but i’m not fully awake without it. this is probably due to the fact that i’m forcing myself to wake up at 7.
I wonder how long it will take me to rid myself of this caffine dependancy. however for the time being for the welfare of my job, i think i’ll start getting timmmy’s coffee again~ sigh.
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