Thursday, February 23rd, 2006
doubts
when the impossible is put infront of you. you can’t help but doubt.
that is how i felt for the past week. it was a silent battle. because God asked me to embark on a journey, a journey that would lead to great things.
but, dispite the strong calling set within me, all i could do was look down the path. i was afraid to put my foot on the road. afraid that all those great things would never come to be, because i knew it was impossible. i argued with myself. even though i knew that all things were possible through God. I just couldn’t find the passion to trust in the Lord with all my heart. to put down my doubts and look ahead.
but you know. you will never see the outcome, unless you stand up for what you beleive in.
everything has a counter-part. light and darkness. fire and water. heaven and hell. male and female. faith and doubt. everything works in pairs, for better or for worse. you see, water douses fire – but fire also boils water. light can cut through darkness, but darkness can also shroud the light. weak faith can make you doubt, but a strong faith can disperse any second thoughts.
so i just closed my eyes and stepped forward. because i realized… that with complete faith i could conquer my doubts.
although it’s easier said than done, i think that it’s the first step that counts. because no matter where you land you’ve already taken that leap of faith and theres no turning back.
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but if you do decide to stay off that road, doubt will overtake you. and you will never get a chance to see all the riches that God has in store for you.
in all aspects of your life. if you believe you can do it, then you’ll have no regrets.
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