Thursday, March 9th, 2006
when…
in your perfect timing right?
everything i ask for, everything i pray for…
all in your time right?
but, it’s so hard.
especially when i want things to happen right now.
why can’t i be satisfied.
what is the reason that things turn out this way?
where is your presence?
is this really what you want?
why do things turn out this way?
so many questions. so many emotions. meshed together.
who did you prepare for me?
why are my friends walking away from you?
how long will i have to wait?
what are you teaching me?
when will i experience you like i did before?
what should i do?
why do my feelings come between our relationship?
why isn’t it as strong?
i wish i could understand. its all so complicated to me.
but it is becuase i’m in the dark. it probably looks strangly simple to you.
then why…
when…