Thursday, September 28th, 2006
somehow, i already miss school. or should i say – i miss summer. perhaps it was the lack of structure, or maybe even the overload of work. but seriously the lack of human interaction here is killing me. i really wouldn’t mind talking to a human right about now.
but you know, it’s not all that bad. at least it gives me time to revive this place once every four months and toss my thoughts somewhere. and in a few days, i get internet. life sure does move at a grueling pace, and it’s going by so fast that sometimes i feel like i’m missing precious moments. it’s been a while since i’ve put thoughts anywhere, so bear with me.
if there was one word to describe my last term,
it would be: trust
to be more specific, trust in Him
if you don’t trust him, if you don’t put faith into him. you will never get to experience his hand working in your life.
sure trusting someone can lead to disappointment, but when you trust in the Lord – he who promises to do more than we can ever imagine. he who promises us nothing but love.
you can expect nothingless other than what is best for us.
Thursday, September 28th, 2006
i sit and watch the days pass me by,
as i long for someone to come,
i wonder how much time is left,
how long will i have to wait?
i feel restless,
but the weather keeps my at bay.
even the sun looks down on me.
drowning myself in sorrows,
i sleep to pass the time.
but life has its highs and its lows,
so just let me be,
i’ll learn to walk again someday,
so just give me some time.
people say there’s no place like home,
i wish it wasn’t true.
infact, its not the place -
it’s the people.
and people eventually grow up and leave
theres no place like home
Thursday, September 28th, 2006
I’ve never associated moving with sadness,
I’ve always liked traveling abroad,
but then again –
I’ve traveled; all my life with others.
Now, out here on my own.
I find myself wishing…
Wishing someone was here,
To share my loneliness.
Now I understand your sorrow,
Why you wished to stay,
But I didn’t understand before,
And all I did was smile,
I told you it everything would be alright.
But I guess it’s easier said than done.
So I took my own advice,
And ventured away from home,
And now I know…
That life is better with others.
Adventures are made with partners,
Stories shared by friends.
Laughter sung by many,
And love complete for two.
Life not meant for one, cause
Adam had eve,
Kids have families,
and even, God created humans.
What more is there to say?
Love propagates through others,
How do you love on your own?
That’s why God chose us…
I hope you’re alright out there,
Change is awfully tough.
But learn to stand and smile,
And live for tomorrow’s sake.
Whatever lies ahead,
I not afriad fo face it
Because, I am not alone
I’ll put my trust in Him
And learn to live again.
Saturday, September 16th, 2006
i just did something stupid.
kinda disappointing, but oh well. next time
Wednesday, September 13th, 2006
kind of a good way to describe my day
sitting, waiting … learning
help me. i’m stuck in a cube.
and i’ll be here for four months
i really hope i don’t get a deskjob
when i find a real job.
i can tell it drives some of these ppl insane.
they sit, and don’t say anything for the whole day
i don’t think i could live like this
i’ve been collecting coffee cups
shooting dangerous high speed photos
and came back from almost near death experiences.
caused mainly from events related to shooting photos and driving on the same time
feel like time has stopped,
feels like i’m completely motionless.
how strange.
i keep looking at the clock.
but time doesn’t move