Tuesday, September 12th, 2006
why do i keep walking down this one way street.
if i stop, do you think anyone will notice?
i wish i had the courage to step off this path.
but i’m afraid, afraid to lose everything
when i was a kid, i used to dream
i still do sometimes,
can i still do it?
or is it too late
i want to touch the sky
to step outside
to see the world
chasing a passion
Wednesday, September 6th, 2006
i know, i know. it’s wednesday
but technically, we skipped monday.. so who cares!
somehow, i already miss school. or should i say – i miss summer. perhaps it was the lack of structure, or maybe even the overload of work. but seriously the lack of human interaction here is killing me. i really wouldn’t mind talking to a human right about now.
but you know, it’s not all that bad. at least it gives me time to revive this place once every four months and toss my thoughts somewhere. and in a few days, i get internet. life sure does move at a grueling pace, and it’s going by so fast that sometimes i feel like i’m missing precious moments. it’s been a while since i’ve put thoughts anywhere, so bear with me.
if there was one word to describe my last term,
it would be: trust
to be more specific, trust in Him
if you don’t trust him, if you don’t put faith into him. you will never get to experience his hand working in your life.
sure trusting someone can lead to disappointment, but when you trust in the Lord – he who promises to do more than we can ever imagine. he who promises us nothing but love.
you can expect nothingless other than what is best for us.