Tuesday, March 6th, 2007
broken
why do i rely on myself?
if there is a problem. i will go and solve it.
if i can’t fix it, i’ll approach it again.
and again. and again.
until i am content with the outcome.
if i can’t fix it. then i’ll feel down and out.
thats how i am now. but just a year ago there were so many things i lifted up to God. problems i had no answers to. problems that challenged my mental limits. so why am i like this now? when did i change?
it is so easy to fall when your doing well. pride is such a huge trap. but in the end if your trying to fix too many things on your own God will find a way to show you your doing it wrong. he will find ways to break you down, and humble your heart.
F.R.O.G, a popular acronym for Fully Rely On God – is a lesson i am learning. And i think its a lesson i will continue to struggle with the rest of my life. But at least it’s a step in the right direction
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