Thursday, May 8th, 2008
nervous
So it’s only been four days back, and I’m already falling off the blogging world.
However, it has been pretty busy these past couple of days. I can’t say that it isn’t a challenge to find time for God. School seems to have a good way to just grab you by the neck and make you worry needlessly. But, I do consider myself a bit lucky that I don’t get too uptight about school very often.
The distractions have been quite a handful. Especially upon getting internet back. So thats why I’ve only turned on the computer when I have a reason to do so.
What I seem to be more uptight and nervous about is things I do for God. Because I know I’m not qualified to be where I am at today, or to do the things I am doing. I’m fairly new to this whole thing and constantly am reminded that there are so many more capable people to stand where I am standing. But at the same time in my nervousness and fears – I realize that God has put me here for a reason and that “Godfearing-ness” isn’t a bad thing to have.
So whenever I get the feeling that I’m missing something. Or that I’m in over my head – I try to remember who’s in charge, and what I’ve experienced last term to pull me through. I’ve started a half dozen posts since I’ve gotten back. But I can’t seem to finish them, or get them finished to convey the right message I have in mind.
Anyways, if you guys want to pray for me – give me a short e-mail and I can give you more specific reply. But for now, pray that God will continue to guide the fellowship and myself to lead it to where He wants it to go. I’ve come into this term with only God’s expectation and I’m hoping He will continue to provide for me when I need it the most.
Tight on time this week, so I’ll leave it here for now.
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on Tuesday, May 13th, 2008 at 1:42 pm:
Sadly, my blogging has increased by a million percent since I’ve been back in school.
Anything to avoid actual schoolwork.
on Thursday, May 15th, 2008 at 6:57 pm:
Hey Mikee,
I know it’s tough, and we often think that we are not qualified to serve and do such things. It’s really not up to what we do, but how much we let God do. Essentially, surrendering areas of our lives to Christ is what lead us into effective serving. Yeah, I will continue praying for you, and you know, you are not by yourself, there are a lot of people backing you up.
Be strong.